My temper...

Last week, while i was hvg cofi wif the girls, wat Lijun said struck a chord in me. I too am GUILTY of using harsh tones while toking to my hubby. Actually, i was oblivious to it until a couple of months back when i saw myself on videotape. I was shocked that i sounded so rude to my dear hubby. Honestly, if i had never seen it for myself, i would deny if anyone said so.

It's all done unconsciously. And i think wif the arrival of deardear, i resent that my hubby for not being there while i needed him, for not being as competent as me in taking care of deardear, for not giving my enough TLC, etc etc... when all r added up, the anger accumulates n i become a "nasty" person to my dearest one...

Now that i have been "enlightened", i realised tt at times, i m not a nice person to be wif (in my hubby's eyes)... He has feelings too n i believe he doesn't feel good when i m nasty to him. Can't abuse the love he has for me right? Thus, i m trying my best to be more conscious of his feelings and b nicer to him. Although some times when i m vv tired or stressed out, i can't control my temper n ...

Don't know how successful i m. Maybe shd ask him. He reads my blog anyway, but knowing him, he'll probably say nothing. *.*